Pondering Life.

Tonight, yet again, I've been pondering my life, and, as I always do, I began to cry. I began to cry because I believe I'll never amount to anything in my future. I try my best, at school, at home, but ofcourse, in todays world, my best isn't good, I have to be better than the best. And since I can't, I fail. Pathetic, I bet thats the only word running through your head as you read this, well, I don't care, I no longer give a single fucking shit what people think of me, think what you wish, becuase I bet, I can say worse things about myself then you could ever think of. Heck, my mum has said horribler things to me, then you ever could.